I realized that I'm so blessed. Thank you God, thank you thank you thank you (more thank you). I HELPED THE ONDOY VICTIMS, OMG I LOVE IT. I AM SO HAPPY! :)
This morning, I asked ate Tin if she could volunteer with me in Red Cross Alabang. No hesitation, go go go! So by 1pm we were there na, and started doing some volunteer do-ings. Haha. We packed clothes, sorted clothes, dinala rin namin yung mga goods sa truck! Yes, but we did it in a human chain way. Yeah, sobrang funny ng mga katabi ko. Kasi they're college students, some are gay-ish. Then they were joking and all. Kaya sobrang fun! Kahit sobrang pawis kami, tawa pa rin kami ng tawa. I made friends! Haha. They were interview-ing us after doing all the work. Pahinga muna! Right after, syempre di mawawala ang group pictures. Haha. So ayun, after we went already.
We bought shirt and cap in artwork. Yeah, awesome right?! Haha. So after, we ate our "very late" lunch in Shakeys. After, we went around town. Funny things happened. Haha! After sabi ko, punta kami upstairs. SAKTO nandun mom ko at friend niya. GAH!!! Badtrip. Nakita niya kami. So, we have no choice but to join them. After that, umuwi na kami. ;)
I really had fun ate Tin. I love you so much. Of course, I thank God for this day. I love ya'll! :*
Girls just wanna have fun!
Friday, October 2, 2009
Yes, I so love thi ssong. Haha. Even if it's Miley Cyrus's version, it sounded cool.
So, about the title, my love-- ate Tin Gutierrez came here yesterday cause we weren't able to join the Red Cross volunteering. I wanted to join but then the news said that there's this Pepeng typhoon again. Traumatic, ayt? So, we decided to stay indoors. I told her to bring clothes then we'll have a photoshoot, again. Haha! So when she arrived here, mom saw the setting of the "studio" (?) Then she said, "RED NANAMAN?!" Then, I laughed hard. So I decided to name the album's title "Red nanaman" in my facebook account.
We had fun, really. As if there's no tomorrow. We took a lot of pictures. Wore a lot of clothes. Of course, took videos of us, dancing and all. I don't want to upload the videos cos we were like crazy in it. Haha! So here are some of the photos. (Others are in my multiply account, fyi.)
I love Diara Jossieann Rogacion.
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Wait, did I spell it right? Haha. I'm so sorry, di ako sanay sa second name mo eh. Haha. But still, I love you and I know you know that. Haha!
Anyways, this morning I woke up..... did my Kumon stuff. My father said I can go to Ceriz's birthday celebration. But then, wala akong hatid sundo. So I wasn't able to go. Too bad most of my friends were there pala. So I decided to go to ATC Red Cross to volunteer for help. Yay!
When we got there, my parents decided to eat first. So we ate dinner in Crustasia. Waited for Jara. Then voila! Met up with Jara. Grabe, nakakatrauma si Kuya Jonjo, natakot ako. Haha. Uhm, so pumunta kaming Red Cross. Dang it! Closed na. The guy said tomorrow morning, 8am sharp daw. Haha! I'm planning to go there, again. Haha. I saw people doing stuff. I can see to it that they're having fun. :> So we decided to hang out na lang in the mall. We're planning to watch a movie, kaso kulang sa time. So, we went to Starbucks. Then Jara tried the name, EVA. So for example, "Grande chocolate cream chip for EVA!" FOR-EVA-HHH!! Yes, I so love it. Haha. Narecord namin. Yuuuh. But then, KJ ang mga barista sa Starb atc, they named it MISS EVA. Uggggh! Hahaha.
So, I want to share some videos of us, Jara and yours truly just a while ago. Grabe, super laughtrip. I can't get over with it. Haha. Enjoy! ;)
You may know me as the typical school girl that loves Sponge Cola so much and lives a happy life. But, the truth is... WAKEL'S WILD WORLD isn't wild and there's no world. I'm depressed. Please bear with me. I may be madrama, but yeah this place is where I express my feelings. I don't have a friend that I may have an open talk, as in one in one. But I can blog out my feelings. Ayt?
First things first, friends. I love them, they know that. They love me, I know that. But, why is is that I feel something that is.. uncomfortable. It's like, our group, Pokemon, is dividing already. Tracy is with Risha (as always) and Risha is with Tracy. Izumi and Tin, Ceriz and Pauline. Our number is not even. Yeah. We are seven. Three pairs, one loner. I feel so alone everytime I see them together. They always make me feel I AM ALONE. Yes. I know. They're my closest friends but still they don't think of what I'm feeling. Like in this situation, they always tease me with my height. But, WTF! May magagawa ba ako kung sadyang pandak ang mga tao sa angkan ko? Genes, I know. Minsan ngang naisip ko kung bakit ganun. Sawang sawa na ako sa mga panlalait nila sa height ko. Sana naiisip nila na may feelings din ako.
Secondly, family. I'm tired of quarreling with my little brothers. I know, I should understand them. But they should understand me too. Though we are family, we should love one another.. I still don't feel the "love." Yesterday, our math tests were distributed to us. My first algebra quiz is perfect. But then when I saw my long test results, I got a pasang awa score. Even though my score is low, my classmates told me it's orayt. I saw theirs and it's somehow low, too. (even lower) But of course, I got very worried cause my father's gonna kill me. When I got home, I reported them my grades. My ged. I said that the problem is, I don't know how to make a correct equation from a problem. My father said, kaya ko daw hindi alam/ kaya, is that I DON'T KNOW ENGLISH. OH DAMN IT! Sana hindi talaga ako ginagawang bobo. Sa totoo lang, ibang iba ang standards sa schools ngayon compared sa school niyo dati! Okay?! Medyo nakakabobo nga ang math pero I'M DOING MY BEST, AT LEAST I'M DOING MY BEST. Ginagawa niyo naman akong pinakabobo sa balat ng lupa eh. Di bale, pag tanda ko, magkakaroon ako ng malaking malaking mansion, maraming kotse, mamahaling damit, gamit, anuman. Mapapatunayan kong, di ako bobo.
Love life? Buraot lang talaga ako sa love life. Meron akong... 'friend'. Itago na lang natin siya sa pangalang, Iyel. Onga pala, alam niyo bang hindi ko pa siya nakikita? Sadyang buraot ba to o sadyang karma to? Sa totoo lang, sawang sawa na ako sa pagiging batang isip. Crush dito, crush diyan. Boyfriend dito, boyfriend diyan. Ayoko na. Gusto ko lang, magkaroon ng sariling buhay. Yung di nakikisipsip yung mga kamag-anak mo. Alam mo yon?! Nakakabanas na kasi eh. Parang awa niyo na. Pero alam kong mahirap mabuhay. Kung madali lang talagang mabuhay mag isa. Nako, siguro matagal na akong wala dito sa bahay na impyero na to.
Yun lang ang masasabi ko. Sana talaga, may natutunan kayo sa akin. Sana mas nakilala niyo ako. I may be smiling in those pictures, but deep inside my heart is bleeding. :'(
I NEED YOU!
Friday, September 4, 2009
Yeah, you. Hahaha. Can you vote for me? Luckily, I'm nominated in the Ms. Twitter search in the Philippines. If ever I win, I'll be needing your votes again for competing with the other countries until maging Ms. Twitter World na. WOW!
Step one: Just click the link above. Step two: Look for @waaaaakel or my picture (I'm wearing a green top and the picture has a Cory Aquino ribbon on it) Step three: if you're not able to see it, browse the other pages. Step four: Look for the PLUS sign (color blue) on the bottom right of the photo. Step five: The button is clickable and nothing will appear. Don't worry dear, this website is Virus free. I checked it on my AVG, promise. Haha. Step six: Voila! You added one vote. Thanks for your effort. I so love you very much! :D
Through it All.
I'm currently listening to some worhip songs of Hillsong United. :DDD
Well anyways, anim na tulog na lang bago ang aking kaarawan! WHOA~ Eh di ako na ang excited. Haha. I'm so happy cause I still have my friends, although I want then to be back (I mean uhh emotionally or whatnot) Kasi we always have some misunderstandings pa rin. I miss them so much. :|
I went to the Listers Night of Sponge Cola last August 29, 2009 @ 1029 near ABS-CBN Building. T'was a very wasted night. The guys were drunk. So I despised them for drinking too much. But still, I will be and I will always be a supporter and not a fan. Haha.
Arts club, ZLL Day: 090209 our group had another photoshoot. Supposedly we have to wear some korean outfits but it doesn't look like Korean outfits, right? Haha! =))
So tomorrow is the 5th day of September. I'm planning to watch Jabbawockeez in ATC! Yeah. Haha. Maybe we'll see a lot of familiar faces there. Right? You'll never know. Haha.
Well anyway, I dont know where (yet) where I'll celebrate my birthday. Gash. What I want is that I'm gonna have a sleepover/slumber party with my bestest friends in a hotel and everything. But I know my parents wont agree with that cos I know that costs a LOT of money. Haha. So I shall ask them tomorrow or whatnot. Suggest naman kayo oh. :DDD
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Raquel Anne Adi Mallillin
Happy-go-lucky. Believe me, I'm selfish. I'm untactful. I'm boastful. (Well, who isn't?) But hey, I'm still fun to be with. I love Sponge Cola and Paramore. They're both orange-y but I don't like orange. Haha. My dream is to be an Atenean. I also want-ed to be a candy model. But, my passion (now) belongs to photography. But I still strike a pose to the camera~!